Why is it that I want so many fucking expensive things? Maybe I should ask, why is it that so many of the things I want are so fucking expensive.? Maybe, they’re really the same question. I think I have a possible answer.  I don’t like mediocrity. The camera that I want, the Olympus Camedia E-20N, is $1999. I was okay at first, because I thought to myself, self, there’s no…